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Monday, 02 November 2009

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    Slumdog Millionaire
    Liquid Dance
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    today, i wandered through the school halls aimlessly. trying to find a piece of me - i feel like i've lost it. you know when you have a long-term goal set, and you finally achieve it, and you're supposed to feel all happy and successful? that's not how it's working with me. instead, i'm feeling empty. my teacher and mentor, Sra. Barboza told me that this was what was going to happen to me. getting closer and closer to college forces me to realize i'm closer and closer to my biggest dream thus far. and since i've focused on this for so long, and now it's coming true, i don't know how to react. at the time, i told her that she was wrong, that that couldn't be the problem. but i know she's right.
    there's a whirlwind of controversy when family and friends bring up college to me.
    "where do you want to go?" they ask.
    "i'm not sure, but my top 2 choices at the moment are New York University and University of Miami." i reply.
    "Miami University! that's a good choice."
    "no, University of Miami. the one in Florida."
    "oh, i see. . .that's far." they make a smirk.
    that's usually how the conversations go. why? why is it so hard to wrap their minds around the fact that i will not go to college in Ohio? it's like they're in denial.
    my house has become a war zone between my parents and me.
    basically, this is the situation: if i stay in state, my parents will help me with college, including help with cell phone bill, insurance, etc. however, if i decide to go out of state (which i will), i’ll be completely cut off. if i want a cell phone, or a car, i’ll have to pay for it myself. as for college tuition, i’m on my own.
    i remember my dad’s words: “you better hope you get a lot of scholarships cause God knows you‘ll need it.” it’s like a slap to my face. i honestly didn’t see this one coming. Sra. Barboza said i should just go to college in-state for a year and then transfer to prove to them that i’m trying to compromise. but she doesn’t understand. . .i can’t do that. i’ve waited for this for far too long.
    the constant corn fields, the sporadic weather, my feelings for this place are numb. i realize that moving far away will be hard. i know that going to a place where i know no one will be scary. but it’s what i have to do. and for anyone who makes the choice to stand in my way or tell me i couldn’t or shouldn’t do this, sorry, but i’ll run right over you on my way to my dreams.
    i still have 7 months, but the pressure’s on. can i handle this?

Saturday, 24 October 2009

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    The Blueprint 3 [Explicit]
    By Jay-Z
    Already Home (feat. Kid Cudi)
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    i'm officially 1/4 of the way through my senior year.
    Homecoming came and went. Kenzie and i won King and Queen. grinding, grinding, and more grinding that night. god, i love grinding.
    soccer season ended and we were 2-11-3. sounds shitty, but this was our first year as a varsity team, so it's not as bad as it sounds.
    my team won the Battle of the Sexes proving guys might just be better than girls.
    and now, well...every weekend's a party. hell, i get trashed on school nights.
    all i want is fun, fun, fun.
    i won't lie, i'm a little lonely. i haven't gotten close to a guy or girl in over a year. it'd be awesome to have someone who wants to go ice skating this winter. who'd want to take a midnight walk in the snow. who'd want to go to the zoo to see the lights. but i've learned not to wish for things like that.
    the college search is bearing down and i'm feeling the pressure. i'm really worried i'll make the wrong decision so i keep pushing it off...
    i want Kerntz and i to go to Thrill Fest as the Dick-in-a-Box guys. i need to ask him if he'd do that cause we'd probably win the costume contest unless someone is more creative.
    this post is random and scattered, but oh well.
    probably goin to Bri and Kayla's for movie night with the gang tonight.
    i don't know what else to say.
    i'll try to update more often. i need to update more often. it really helps.

Friday, 28 August 2009

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    Jeremih
    By Jeremih
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    the first week of school is over.
    my schedule:
    1 - Ceramics 1
    2 - Ceramics 1
    3 - Foods & Nutrition
    4 - Foods & Nutrition
    5 - Physics
    6 - AP Government
    7 - lunch
    8 - College Review Math
    9 - Spanish 4

    senior year is going great! i don't mind waking up at 5:30 in the morning. i actually like sitting in class for 7 hours a day. i've been extremely happy. i feel like i can do whatever i want. sure, i answered one question right on the Physics pre-test (it was how to find perimeter), that i struggled with adding/subtracting fractions in college review math, and the row i where i sit in AP Gov is labeled "the dumb row," but so far, school has been, well, fun. (that made me sound a lot dumber than i actually am. for the record, i am somewhat smart, ha.) i'm in charge of the Battle of the Sexes for Homecoming week. in fact, i already know who i'm going to Homecoming with and what we're dressing up as (this year's theme is Couples of the Past & Present). our first soccer game went horribly, and i really want to punch some of the punkass kids on the team for it. but it's just one loss, and i plan on winning the rest of the games this year.
    so there's a quick update. i promise i'll do more interesting posts in the future, ha.

    also - does anyone have any ideas for a saying to go on the back of the guys' version of the Battle of the Sexes t-shirt? the girls already took "girls rule, boys drool."

    peace & latadays.

Monday, 17 August 2009

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    The Fame
    By Lady Gaga
    LoveGame
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    friends in high places.

    Jack, Lauren, Kelly, and i spent a day at Zoombezi Bay. and i spent a total of, like, $6. since Jack works at the Columbus Zoo, we got our tickets free. he had his badge, so parking was free. oh yeah, and the food we ordered was discounted. needless to say, it was an awesome day. the weather was hot and sunny, but the water was cool. it felt good to spend time with Jack and Lauren. bits and pieces of our adventure a few summers back found its way into the conversation a lot.

    some highlights:
    - getting to ditch everyone in the regular ticket line because the girl in the season pass ticket line thought Jack and i were cute, ha.
    - waiting in line for half an hour for a ride that was well worth the wait (plus, we made animal noises going down it.)
    - almost getting to ditch everyone in line because one of the lifeguards liked us. (too bad she got yelled at by her supervisor for letting her best friends do that the day before.)
    - Kelly and Lauren almost getting beat up because they "bumped into" these 2 white girls who thought they were badass.
    - almost beating up some dude who slapped Lauren's ass and said "man, gotta get me some of that nice ass."
    - Lauren and i getting checked out by a Mexican dude.
    - watching some lady pick the biggest wedgie i've ever seen after riding one of those freefall slides, and then laughing with the lifeguard and some other riders about it.
    - trying Dippin' Dots for the first time.
    and there were tons of other things that made this day great.

    the past 2 days are what i want my life to be like. just doing something. it doesn't really matter what. a day at home seems like a day wasted in my book. but that's just me.

    peace & latadays.

Saturday, 15 August 2009

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    The Blueprint 3
    By Jay-Z
    Run This Town (feat. Kanye West & Rihanna)
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    BC soccer preview.

    "Get up, Sean!" i yelled. he had sat down. on the field, in the middle of a game. as a captain, it's my duty to make sure that everyone is working their hardest and pushing themselves. plus, this is a varsity team. there is no sitting down on the field. ever. it's that simple. i was already irritated with him during this game. he was playing right back. i was sweeper. yet he was constantly in the center, literally right next to me. he left the right side wide open numerous times for through balls and even easy, quick passes.

    this was the Bloom Carroll preview. 3 50-minute games played back to back to back. we had just enough players for a team, so there were no subs. considering it was in the upper 80's temperature-wise, that was a major factor in how we performed. basically, we played soccer for 2 1/2 hours straight. needless to say, i could understand why Sean sat down. by the final minutes of the third and final game, everyone on both teams were extremely hot, battered, and tired. we ended up winning our first game, and losing the second and third. not to sound like i'm making up excuses, but because the other teams could sub out their entire team, and we couldn't sub at all, i was pretty proud of myself and my team.

    we saw what we needed to work on for our upcoming season - communication (on and off the field), give-and-go's, and a lot more 1-2 passes. and overall, this was a tremendous learning experience. not only that, but there were some highlights (at least, for me):

    - the Vietnamese ref. i think he was Vietnamese, i can't remember where he told me he was from, i was kind of distracted by something (# 19!) seriously though, this guy cracked me up. every time our offense would have the ball, he would talk to me and tell me what we should do and we got a few awesome plays off his thoughts. not to mention when the captains of each team were introducing each other and picking sides, he told us that we would win, and that the other team would lose. "maybe you guys will win next year, but these guys are winning today." i thought that was the best thing he said, haha.
    - playing Madison Christian. these guys are my favorite team we've played so far. first off, pretty much all of them were hot. second, when i talked to them, they actually talked back. unlike the other teams who just kind of grunted and nodded.
    -oh yeah, and Madison Christian also had another big plus. #19. he was a captain, and i forget his name when he introduced himself to us, but i do remember how good-looking the kid was, haha. tall, muscular (not your typical soccer build. he looked more like a gridiron player), and just all around attractive, hah. definitely my type of guy. but y'know, it's all good.

    we'll see how our soccer season goes. hopefully no fights like last year (one of our players beat the shit out of another kid), and that we make it to playoffs.

    peace & latadays.

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